A Blog: Emily

We all have different sides, and different identities which we show to different people. Here are some of mine, can you figure me out?

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

My Mother's Story

I thought I would rant/share my mother's story. About two years ago, something clicked, and my family started to fall apart. I am not going to share details because the bloody details don't matter- and too often my mum is judged on her actions. Even if she desrves it, I will try not to judge her, because she is still my mother, and I still love her.
2010, end of August, my parents sat us down- they have gotten a divorce. Since the divorce, my mum- I have never seen be so nice to my dad. Before it, she wouldn't even look at him. My dad is not only heartbroken, but still in love with her. He knows what she's done, and he has never given up on her, and never stopped loving her. Whatever she says- I know that the divorce is not the end of things, and that it will be a turning point for the better- my parents are meant to be together, and I'm not sure what will convince my mum that, but it'll happen.
My mum has changed- and I miss her and I was who she really is back. Our relationship is terrible and if we ever speak its little words. I miss her so much, and she thinks that we all hate her. That is the opposite of the truth.
Mum, we all love you. Me, Maddy and Dad. We have never given up on you- and we will never even think about it. We are all here for you- as much as you choose to push us away.
We love you.
-Emily xx
PS- Just because you're loosing, doesn't mean you've lost.

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